SHIJUAN!

 plan to dye+hightlight+trim my hair after mooncake @raffles hotel.
&&do a revamp on me!!
i have been lookin cui since i reach china
&back to singapore.

kind of miss those days in china,now.
"faster come back&we will meet-up!!!
i miss you!!!"...
are all this just on the surface?
are all this just plain words?
what about the actual meaning?
hmmm....i have no idea.

maybe it would be better if i didnt come back?
or maybe like what uncle low says,
we expected too much?
whatever itis,i don actually cares,
anymore.

i should really imply what i have learnt in china on my daily life in spore.
people don need you,
your existence will only make sense to them,when they need your help.
never make your problem,their problem.
for they will never make your problem,as part of their worries.

if only life was as simple as a drawing....
whereby i can erase whenever i want,
draw again if i miss it,
&colour them if its too dull.

finally,
today is the 26th.
LAST time sleeping on that "bed".(plank more likely)

im almost done packing.
&last shopping at guangzhou ytd was FABULOUS!
gt 3tops,1skirt,1shoe,1lip gloss&1lipstick(for mummy).
got my "soyabean blender"&"guiling gao fen" for ah gong.
&&&ate my TIAN TIAN QUAN!!!
YUM-YUM!!!
:)

shall get a bag,shoes&abit more clothes from hk,
&im done&ready to go back my home-sweet-home!!
*excited*
:DDDD

how much is ur limit of tolerance for a person?
20%?
75%?
or i-just-tolerate-&-never-flares-up?

but too bad,
im not the 3rd choice.
im more of the,
irritated-me-&-i-will-make-u-feel-like-HELL.

today is the day1 of "it's" hell.
no idea if "it" catch it.
mayb to "it" is normal,
cuz too many ppl has done e same thing?

like i told H,
if i can murder someone,
without havin the needs to "pay back",
"it" will be the 1st.

my "tolerance-limit-meter" is beeping already.
that also means i've reach my max.
"touch me,&i will fire at you,bitch!"
people says,"surpressing your anger may lead you to believe you have it under control.&itis a dangeroud act".
so,don force me...
(input *evil-smile* on my face.)